Feeling emo? - 2004-01-22 - 10:27 p.m.

This morning my boss's wife (my other boss) gave me this weird card with stuff in it for the Chinese New Year. She told me it would bring me good luck if I carried it around. Today the world died again. I was not made for this world, or this world was not made for me. What the fuck is going on? I'm walking down the street in the freezing cold, knowing, fucking KNOWING, that this is all a nightmare.

Anti-Quebec, anti-french, anti-me.

My boss called me a frog. Shade tried to explain with his apparent expert knowledge why french people are called frogs. "Wouldn't it be funny if Quebec went to war with the rest of Canada?" "Bring it on, bitch! Hahahahaha!"

I left the room, and they were all fucking clueless. "Why did he leave? Doesn't he know we're on break?"

Fuck this world. I know this is a nightmare and I know that tomorrow I'm (somehow) going to be feeling alright and be in a good mood.

But I threw out that fucking good luck card though.

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