Rejected by my own guests/Not even welcome in my own house - 2003-12-31 - 10:15 a.m.
So what have I done this year? A lot. A lot. This is probably the most eventful year of my life by far. So let me review what has happened.
I: 1. had a nervous breakdown during my QS training and quit the army reserve due to a sudden realization that the army...sucks.
2. had an enormous fight with my parents about what CEGEP program I was going into after high school. They won, so I ran away.
3. ran away to Sarnia, where I lived at a friend's house. I spent a shitload of money.
4. was constantly avoiding the cops.
5. dyed my hair green and got a Soulfly logo tattoo.
6. went to Mississauga to see STINA and NADIA and by chance ran into a guy named ELIJAH. While high I spontaneously bought him a Soulfly cd, and he let me stay at his house. I'm currently living with him now.
7. came back home because I didn't want to get caught by the police.
8. started thinking for myself and rebelled like hell.
9. took up Satanism.
10. got dumped and worked all summer as a forklift operator and as a general labourer, the shitty job that paid so much.
11. got my lobes stretched and my eyebrow and nipples pierced, not in any particular order. Also got a new school tattoo of train tracks/ladder going up into an eye, and a new school tattoo of a PENIS.
12. moved out of my house, went to Mississauga to live with Aaron, Elijah and Shade.
13. got a job as a t-shirt folder and offloader.
14. met IAM and BME members, one who is currently my piercer. Got my tongue pierced by him at an apparently hardcore gauge.
15. took out my lobe and eyebrow piercings. The lobes because I want them scalpelled and the eyebrow because it's lame.
16. got a girlfriend.
17. pretty much stopped doing drugs. In a house where people smoke pot everyday and eat shrooms every few days, you're a saint if you only get high once a month.
18. had the N64-a-thon with Aaron, where I stayed up for about 50 to 60 hours.
19. went to visit family and friends in Quebec.
20. came back here and wrote this entry.
Obviously not everything is in chronological order, and I missed a shitload of things. For example the band I was in, and how I made bombs and Normand L'Amour and a ton of other things.
Tonight is the New Year's party at my house. We moved everything of value (video games, movies, etc) to my room, and Aaron's room. I don't exactly enjoy meeting people unless they're really into body modification or music I listen to. So tonight I think I may act really pathetic and be anti-social like I usually do at parties.
Example: playing Dreamcast and N64 all night in my "room".
All I know is, the most exciting thing that could happen is if this guy I met at another party showed up (he had a keen interest in body modification as well) and stayed sober so that we could do some play piercings.
Other then that. Anti-social time.
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